SOMETHING ALONG THESE LINES.......

LEY LINES, LONGITUDE AND LATITUDES

Well, it finally has begun and no surprise to me. With the approach of Hurricane Irene on the East Coast of America, Mother Earth has awoken. A swarm of large earthquakes has begun on the Eastern Seaboard, first in Mineral, Virginia and then all the way up to Boston, felt as far West as Ohio and throughout the region. Buildings swayed in New York City and in Washington, D.C. 

There has been pressure building from Puerto Rico and the Haiti regions, pushing Northward toward the great New Madrid fault. It has been since the early 1900's and late 1800's since there had been significant earthquakes in the Washington, D.C. and New York areas, so we have known that this new activity would be a precursor for the coming events of our time. 

Now that this has begun, we will begin to see more activity throughout our country as the fault lines begin to rip and yes, each one has value to the other. When one moves, all adjacent lines will release or rebuild the pressure of the slip. The Virginia quake had a depth of only 1 km, less than a mile. It would have been a terrible shaking at the epicenter, but outlying areas would have had the rolling effect as a pebble in a pond. We can expect many more aftershocks as more stress releases occur. 

Activity will increase in Haiti, the Dominican Republic, Puerto Rico and North to the New Madrid fault of in the Midwestern states. This ties in with the predictions made about what our future holds for us. Now that the East Coast of America has come alive, the West coast will become even more active. Our planet is changing her skin, the tightness of the crust has become flaky and unstable so a new cycle comes to replace the old stuff. We will see many more volcanic eruptions, undersea volcanoes especially will be active. Already the activity in the South Pacific islands has reached fever pitch and we are coming right behind in this new Dance of our planet.

It is time to be prepared, life is changing in ways you cannot imagine, as we have never been in a time of this magnitude, or at least one that we can remember in this Lifetime. Please, have food and water stored up, medical supplies and enough of them to last you at least, ONE WEEK!!!! I can assure you that we have entered this new cycle and there is no turning back, time and our beloved Planet is marching forward and we are just along for the ride! Peace and Love to you in these unusual times!

OUR DANCING PLANET

SHE HAS A MEMORY!

What more can we learn? That which is nature has a memory, the Pea has an absolute memory as do all growing things, short of mankind. What is the NATURE of Living? Rice has more than 50,000 genes, the lowly pea also has massive amounts of genetic material, it grows, learns and progresses all by itself. It plots the weather and the humidity, it knows the seasons so well that it will optimize its growth and production cycles so as to give out the best of itself. 

Time runs differently for plants and humans. It has been recently discovered that plants have a neurobiology, they actually "think" without a brain, without guidance, they are self determined. That natural neurobiology creates synapses as the plant learns from the past to calculate present and future.Humans have a little more than 26,000 genes yet we are blessed or cursed, with a brain! We have yet to evolve beyond the Pea, makes "Pea Brained" take on a whole new meaning! Who knew???? So what's the big difference? EGO!!!!! Personality for human beings, is the driving force behind our decision making processes.

No matter how often our planet has been decimated, no matter the disaster or catastrophe, PLANTS RULE! They over grow our ancient civilizations, bury them in massive amounts of greenery and soil. In the deserts, their absence is noted by the ongoing winds of time that bury things in the sands of time until another planetary shift brings the humidity back to arid places then the BLOOM is on once again.

Finally in Cern, France, the Heggs Bosen Particle has been discovered. It is said to be the "GOD PARTICLE", the originator of all other particles, the one that started it all. I have to say, science has gone NUTS in trying to identify this particle, spending billions of of dollars for the Super Collider and the staff to man this unit. I still say so what!!!! As far as I can tell, this serves no purpose other than to soothe someones curiosity, to discover every knowable particle. Well, congratulations folks, NOW WHAT??? Will science prove there is or is not a God Source??? Steven Hawking has already declared there is no God and proved it to his satisfaction, so the God Particle discovered in France doesn't change his calculations, in fact, may reinforce them.

They are all dancing with the Quantum Entanglement (synchronicity), to explain the inexplicable scientifically. They recognize the four forces in the universe as 1. Gravity 2. Electromagnetic Energy 3. Strong Force and 4. Weak Force. However there are two other forces, Cause and Effect (Karma) that must be considered where humanity is concerned. The Natural Forces of the Universe DO apply to humanity, it is our Nurture that doesn't equate. There is NO formula to encompass the WHO of WHAT we are, we are beyond just our human condition, beyond our genetic predispositions. 

Well, Planet Earth is dancing as well, dancing with past and present memory allowing the future to evolve and change as it will. She has memories so deep, power so great and it has been eons since she was truly appreciated for the power she holds over every living thing, living off the Earth through her bounty as she holds the secrets of the past and present closely to her. We have forgotten that she is the Mother, all indigenous peoples know this. I have spent tons of time with the Aborigines in Australia, with the Hopi, Navajo, Zuni and Hava Supai where the faith is strong and unshakable. Their legends and stories are the fabric of their faith, even though Christianity has crept into their lives, their Truth is unshakable as they still live upon the Mother through her good will. Our Mother, our Planet, is the center of our Universe and materialism has taken us from this "KNOWING", that is critical for our survival. 


We haven't yet learned to "play nice", we are still a warring people and most fighting over whose God is the Biggest and Baddest. It is insanity! The bottleneck of humanity, the fact that we have all evolved from the original, one black African woman can only speak to this insanity. We are all genetically connected, we are fighting wars with our cousins, we are racist and bigoted, it is as if we are deeply asleep and no one can wake us from this dream. The Pea is NOT fighting with the Rice, the Corn Stalks allow for the weeds that can grow in their shadow, to share the wealth. My dandelions grow healthier than my lawn by this same principle, much to my dismay, but HATE them I do!


In my last posting "THE DANCE CALLED LIFE", I wrote about your partnership in the dance, well this is also that same line of thinking. Where do you fit in the overall picture? Does it require that you BELIEVE IN SOMETHING OR SOMEONE? As human beings, since the first to the last, it seems we are doomed to HAVE to have something other than ourselves to believe in, yet the ancients followed the stars and the planet to instill their beliefs. No better actually than us, just different, perhaps more valid than our multi-religiousness. When our beliefs lead us constantly to war, then isn't it time to change our beliefs? Can we evolve to something greater than a war culture? I think we can.


You are the greatest person who ever lived! Millions of years of evolution, perhaps tens of thousands of lifetimes, have brought you here, NOW! We have not yet out evolved the Pea, but with our conscious abilities, we can certainly LEARN to! We are more than our ethnicity, more than our humanity, we are DIVINE! Co-creators of the Universe we live in, able to dance to any tune! My oh my! We have untapped powers, unused brain function so why do we subjugate ourselves, limiting our growth with false labels and false beliefs. Believe what you will, but the Singularity is real. 


Our time on this planet is very limited, if the seers of the future are any predictor of the upcoming events of 2012, we are in deep doo-doo! Mother Earth is dancing her ass off in her own unique way and we are merely observers in this dance, it is time to be participants! Pick your Partner, find your Path and score your own soundtrack. This is one dance that we ALL must do. Until next time, I wish you Peace and by the way, would you like to Dance??????

THE DANCE CALLED LIFE

WHAT KIND OF PARTNER ARE YOU?

Are you dancing in the Dark, or dancing in the Light? Are you dancing at all, or being a Wall Flower? What level of Participation do you enjoy? If you are sitting on the side lines, waiting for someone to ask you Dance, you are missing the Journey! Life is moving faster than ever, an acceleration is taking place no matter what stage of growth you are in. New Souls follow, Young Souls lead and Old Souls are completely happy to Dance their brains out all by themselves.

We all feel the music, it is in the wind, in our very breath. Life is NOT a spectator sport we all must Dance no matter how silly it may  look. How long has it been since you really enjoyed your life, or felt the simple emotion of gratitude? Are you so busy living in the past that you are missing your own future? Can you, will you, get out of your own way to BE happy? Do you need a partner to make your life make sense? You already have one, yourSELF! The Universe is your Partner and you are never alone.

Our Earth is in Peril, our governments are falling apart and tens of thousands of people are dying every day as well as hundreds of thousands more being born. We are overpopulated, most are underfed and we still have no compassion for our fellow human beings. In America, five children die everyday from child abuse, from CHILD ABUSE, not to mention the tens of thousands of abandoned pets euthanized. Where is God in all this?????? Well, the God Particle has finally been discovered at the super collider in Switzerland. Billions of dollars, maybe trillions, to discover the GOD PARTICLE! Well, now what???? In fact, SO WHAT????? In this case, science and seers couldn't be further apart. All of this research will bring us what? I have no clue! Has this discovery altered your view of the Universe? It certainly hasn't altered mine, in fact it brings back the analogy that Faith is the Article and Particle of importance.

The month of August will be very interesting, as all that is happening becomes clearer to us all. I have to say, it doesn't look very good. The weather patterns are stirring up trouble in Asia and America will see these patterns of Fall bring in more difficult for the midwest. The point is, what will you be doing during this period? Are you moving toward Dancing the Light? If not, you are dancing too slow! We are running out time and you need to be on your feet! Until next time, I wish you Peace and am open to questions! I know you have them, let me have them!

EXPLAINING THE INEXPLICABLE

HELLLLOOO.....IS ANYONE HOME????????

How do we explain the inexplicable? Where do we go for answers about what just happened in Norway, or the daily suicide bombings being carried out in the Middle East? There are answers, who do we ask? Usually, we start by beseeching God, tuning into CNN or other news outlets for the pundits to tell us the gory details, dig for answers about the perpetrator and hopefully, to bring us some sort of understanding. As I followed this usual pattern myself today, I see that Amy Winehouse, that beautiful and troubled British rock-n-roller, has been found dead in her apartment. Just released from rehab so that she could go on tour, obviously had just "ONE MORE RIDE" that became her last. Only 27 years old, three cycles of 9 years that had she survived them, would have found her on a new path later this year. Suicide is suicide, she chose this and so it is. Thy have not yet, released the cause of death, but I am certain that this is a LIFESTYLE choice and yes, a sad one. Her fans will be devastated, but I hope that her death will have a resounding effect on them, a lesson about the dangers of drugs and the choices we make. Everything happens for a reason, there are NO accidents or coincidences, only happenstance, cause and reaction, INSTANT KARMA.

So, is the Norway terrorist or Amy Winehouse "HOME", are they truly in their "RIGHT" mind? Where IS the "RIGHT MIND"? How can we access that part of ourselves? Truly, you must be a SENTIENT BEING at all times, not just part of the time like most of us are, only aware of the small world that we inhabit. "THINK GLOBAL AND ACT LOCAL" was the mantra of the ecology movement and it is a good one! A dear friend of mine is a University Professor and upon asking his students if they had heard of the Murdoch scandal, they had no clue as I would not hesitate to say, that many of you are the same. Raising our awareness to include things that are happening on a global level, things that influence our lives, seen or unseen, is how you get to the "right mind" of thinking.

It was said years ago, "NEVER DISCUSS POLITICS, SEX OR RELIGION" if you want to avoid an argument. This is a mindless phrase as it precludes you from knowing things of yourself and your surroundings. The "dumbing down" of society has been a mass marketing ploy of capitalism for many years, "just give 'em what they want and don't let 'em ask questions". This has worked since the end of World War II so well, that now we are trapped by our own materialism. If we "want" it, we will "have" it without thought of where it came from or what it truly cost to produce it. We have become consumers without a conscience, never in our "right mind" and so easily drawn to depths of despair when we don't get it.

The Norwegian terrorist, is NOT a Muslim or foreign activist, he was a full blooded, home grown terrorist like our own Oklahoma bombers. What are we to learn form this event? The Oslo bombing killed 7 people and injured dozens more, but on the island of Utoya where a summer camp for youngsters aged from 13 to 20 years old was taking place, in his Police uniform, went on a shooting spree and killed over 80 children! What our take away message should be, is that in Norway, one of the most peaceful countries on this planet, it is not safe!  If Norway is not safe, then NOWHERE is safe! 

We have all become more isolationist, drawing down our gaze from others in order to avoid contact or even to exchange eye contact. We are withdrawing from society in order to minimize our responsibility to it, yet responsible we are, like it or not. It is as though we fear we will be asked to participate in this life, more than we want to. HELLLLOOOOOOO.........ARE YOU HOME??????

Recent events, the issues in our solar system and with our planet are enough to keep me sooooo busy, yet the Human Experience is why I am here and what develops in this sense is what I must study. It is not for all of us to do, just some of us but I urge you to be more aware of your life and those things that make up your life as these things and events matter. How deep you choose to delve into politics, sex and religion are up to you however I suggest that you do as these are the driving factors of our every waking moment. The more you understand of these three subjects, the more you will be able to access your "RIGHT MIND" as a thinking partner, we have a great gift in the size of our brains and its capacity for use. Please, let us find that level of right thinking.

I could write about our interconnectedness all day, but if you don't see it, or feel it, then it does not exist for you. Every decision you make, every left or right turn, will bring you another level of understanding, more experience and knowledge. This is the path to Wisdom, and it seems that fewer and fewer are choosing to take this Path and the path of least resistance requires less of us than the Path to Wisdom. Our planet is so very over populated, Newer Souls are arriving every day and few Older ones as well as we are in an incredibly difficult to explain and MOST interesting time. Science and Seers have never been closer in their studies of the Universe and I dare say, closer to their understanding of the ALL there is to KNOW!

I encourage you to ask more questions, challenge yourself and your "right mind" thinking until it makes sense to you, then push ever forward into the yet unchallenged areas of your life and settle for nothing less that YOUR Truth, demand it of yourself and if you have not found your Truth, than FIND IT! Ask yourself what you believe, get into your own politics and religion, ask hard questions then seek your answers. I am here if I can help you with those questions, there is no such thing as unanswered questions, only unasked ones! Until next time, I wish you Peace.

EXPECTING THE UNEXPECTED

ARE YOU PREPARED FOR DISASTERS?

We have entered the most dangerous cycle ever seen by modern mankind. All indicators are showing us that next year will be a DOOOOOOZY!!!! If our recent difficulties are one of those indicators, then life is changing in ways we cannot imagine. There are so many websites today that sound so apocalyptic and most of them are based in the combination of science and seers that I have followed my entire life. While I am a seer, I can assure you that I am as skeptical as the scientist as intelligence dictates it to be so. I would want all of us to have that same sense of skepticism when it comes to any information that  may impact our lives. Having said this, the seers can no longer be ignored, we do so at our own peril.

We have recently seen the tragic devastation in Japan, all from a Natural Source however the most damaging factor, is the Human Source of tragedy, the Nuclear Power plants. The kinds of devastation we have seen in the past by way of earthquakes and volcanic activity have been tragic, but these natural events are somewhat recoverable. When Nature creates chaos, we bend and weep at her destruction, but we can get beyond it. Unfortunately, what mankind has created is our darkest nightmare. We have poisoned our environment, becoming an industrialized world has forced us all to pay the ultimate price for the few who, through capitalism, have had the biggest benefit. Recently, Ford Motor Company is being held responsible for poisoning tribal lands with toxic sludge, and there are many such sites here int he states as well as in the rest of the world.

There is little we can do about the past, the nuclear plants are in place, the damage done to our environment is done and the only way to understand our future IS to know our past. There are many groups actively pursuing law suits to bring those culpable to responsibility. So, for the most part, as individuals, all we can do is let them do their jobs. I could write volumes about these issue however, this is not my point today.

How do we prepare for the unexpected? There have been many programs recently on the Universe, about Science and Seers especially about Nostradamus, the Mayans and the predictions of many Seers of the past. My goal, has been to discuss Tools, Teachers and Time. Today's entry, is about Tools and Time, about decisive action. I have said before, that History is written by its Victims and this couldn't be more true than it is about Natural Disasters. We are running out of Time to prepare, so it has been my decision to offer spiritquestsurvivalgear.com as an outlet for preparedness. I have searched the net for the very best it has to offer, with the best companies I could find. I personally own this stuff and highly recommend that we all begin to expect and prepare for, the unexpected.

Living on the coast of Oregon, I am so aware of the Cascadian Fault line and what that represents. It is no longer a matter of "if" but "when". While I am not close to a nuclear plant, I still have the Iodine pills as the plants are not so far away as to not affect me and mine. We have seen the events and the damage created by these events and all of us are in harms way, in one form or another. Only you can judge your own degree of harm and act accordingly. As we move forward into MORE uncertainty, I would hope that ALL of us are as prepared as we can be. Pundits recommend at least a 3 to 5 day cushion of safety. No matter the disaster, it is critical in the first week to be self sufficient. Recent tornadoes in Joplin, Missouri found that it took three days to get the help they needed, moreover it seems that being prepared, even in some cases is nearly impossible.

Our weather and planet is changing, I try NOT to be one to lean toward the negative information out there today but it is hard to ignore anymore. We are facing some of the most devastating things we have ever seen. My friends in Japan are learning to live with disaster, but clearly, they faced that first week of no help at all. Some of the pundits are saying to buy gold as an overall "hard cash" safety net, but I don't see that as an absolutely necessary thing, but I do see having cash on hand as another form of preparedness, having your gas tank full at all times and/or a bicycle or motorcycle. In the emergency kits there are radios and flashlights, if you do not feel like buying them, then take a look at what is offered there and build your own emergency kits. No matter what you do, BE PREPARED!!! We are running out of TIME and it is time to have the TOOLS of preparedness.

The Universe is on schedule for the mystical alignment foretold by the Mayans and science is hard pressed to tell us what will be influenced by this other than it is beyond knowing. It has been more than 26,000 years since the last time this occurred. The Sun is getting ready to shift its axis and this too, will have its effect on planet Earth. If the worst of the worst happens, there is little anyone can do to prepare, however earthquakes, storms and other Natural disasters can be prepared for. Meteor strikes are expected, many things loom in the Universe that we cannot see but no matter the happenstance, if we prepare then at least, we can have some peace of mind.

I would recommend dutchsinse.com as a source of information about the changes we are facing today. The format of this site is to inform about weather, earthquakes and volcanic activity. This is a great source of information. Another site is ascendingstarseed.wordpress.com/ where there are stories beyond stories about seers and science. There are tons of other portals to check out, but these two bring forward the information and you can decide what to believe. I have always believed in human intellect, integrity and curiosity. As an Old Soul, it is our obligation to sort through the bullshit and brilliance to define our own Truth. Until next time, I wish you Peace on your Journey! 

MORE QUESTIONS ABOUT SCIENCE AND SEERS

THE TIME IS HERE TO STUDY!

It has come to my attention again, that science and seers are merging. Currently in Japan, a few years behind the rest of the world, there is an interest in DNA as it relates to spirituality. This blog was started as a means of discussing Tools, Teachers and Time, those things critical to understanding the Larger Picture of Life and its meaning. I have been teaching about DNA's properties and its relations to being a spiritual as well as physical MAPPING of each human being. Science has shown that through the Helix of DNA, the mapping of the human genome, we can discover our very beginnings all the way back to a single, black female in Africa, ALL OF US ARE RELATED TO THAT ONE FEMALE! The human genome is fascinating, it details everything a human being is, has been and is likely to be. Within the Helix, that spiral thing that we are most familiar with, are the predispositions for attributes, for good or for bad, whether one will have or not have a cancer for instance, whether there are blue eyes or brown. It is so unique, that it comes down to one is several TRILLION in its unique ability to identify one person.

There is "MATTER" that holds these strings of genome together, it is a spiral "ladder" and I believe that within the empty space of this "ladder" is where the spiritual information is held. As with all spiritual information, it is the "unseen" that holds the "dark energy and dark matter" of the building blocks in the entire Universe, these areas are the most perplexing for both science and seers. I am clearly NOT a scientist BUT I am a seer who must "SEE" all things in order to discover the "ONE" thing I am seeking for human counseling. It is incumbent upon the seer to use any and all Tools in order to validate any "impression" of information given by the individual. It has become a HIP thing to do, to have your DNA mapped and printed out as art or even for self discovery at a physical level. I urge all to look deeper into this map as a way of understanding the Truth of Who we are.

No matter what Tool is used in the physical Universe, there will always be in the unseen or at least for any time soon. Perhaps we may get to the point where science and seers meet and all things will be satisfactorily explained. We haven't reached this point yet, but with the latest thinking that there was something BEFORE the big bang, that something, all that we are, came form NOTHING, is currently being worked out mathematically, then I believe that we are on the brink of discovering the EVERYTHING in the Universe. Quantum Physics, Cosmology and even simple Relativity are pushing for this "other" answer. The question: What is God? What intelligence created the ALL? In Buddhism, the "nothing" of it all is Nirvana, and therefore an acceptable state of being. In Christianity, God said "and let there be light" and the entire Universe was formed and created. Neither has an absolute explanation, at least not enough for science or seers.

There is so much we need to know in order to discover our True Self, that is the paradox of the statement "KNOW THYSELF", simple in its form yet nearly impossible to do. The prophets and Seers of the ages have dropped this simple phrase only with minor, esoteric explanations. It has always been my theory that in order to be a healer, you must study the human body, in order to be a seer, you first must be a seeker and in order to help others you MUST study the Humanities. I have taught lessons in everything I know, using whatever Tools I have studied and I must say, I am very proud of my students who have learned and now serve others. While these students have moved on from me, their learning will never end, as mine does not.

We are in a new field of study, beyond reading the studies of the ancients. We absolutely need to study, closely, science and society, cultures and nations, geology and geography and most of all, we must follow the physicists like Michio Kaku, Stephen Hawking and many others in the field who are seeking beyond the physical, three dimensional reality and are diligently showing us the way to Spirituality through the sciences. This may not be their intention, in fact, I would say it is not, yet their combined work shows us the Reality of an Intelligence in the Universe that is an Unseen Force, inexplicable and beyond our current comprehension.

I welcome your comments and questions, for now, I wish you great Peace!

CHOICES OF SPIRIT

 HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED SUICIDE?

Lately, it has been brought to my attention, by someone VERY close to me, that I have not been paying attention, close attention, to all those I love so deeply. We casually talk about how we should tell others how much we love them, and all the regrets we have for not participating in someones life after they have passed. With today's social media, it is so easy to "hang-out" with friends, pass along wonderful and loving emails and funnies and throw in that casual "love ya'" at the end.

It is soooo easy for someone else to get involved in conversations that tip the edge of light hearted banter and turn it into an all out war, all online, no longer face to face. We have all seen examples of the haters, the ones who troll the Internet just looking for place to cause hate and discontent, to vent their skewed view of life and living and make it intolerable for others. Just such an event happened within my own purview, words were said that made a loved one seriously consider suicide. One simple statement that began with "kiss my Ass" and soon devolved into the inevitable "f*#k you's", hateful, derogatory and inflammatory words get passed around and finally, one decides that suicide is an answer to it all. This thought, that "showing them all by taking my own life", is NO JOKE!

We have entered a new era my friends and I am sure that I don't have to tell you that. Technology has become our enemy AND our new BFF. This medium of communication takes no prisoners, it judges no one and allows our insanity to spill out in the Universe completely (except for spelling), unchecked! There are no guidelines for this BFF, juts sit and type and all is well. THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES!!! Words have as much, if not more power, than they ever have, our opinions have validity because we have written them down. In every workshop, I teach that we need to Journal, to write down our thoughts, hopes and dreams as it gives US the Power to make real our thoughts. THOUGHTS ARE THINGS! They have value and great power, and when loosed upon the public, they gain wings!

Many people today have struggled with these social issues. I am going to delve into just two today because they have touched me closely and I view everything as a "teachable" happenstance, an opportunity to share and discuss things that we all go through. One of these things is bullying, we all have had this experience in one form or another, either to be bullied or to be the bully. It is just part of being a human being. Being bullied is one of the most impotent feelings I have every personally experienced. Being taunted and tortured at any age is difficult, but especially for children who either can't or won't stand up for themselves. Bullies are raised, it is Nurture that creates them. When I was the bully, it was because I had such a domineering father, two older brothers who picked on me relentlessly and I can go on and on about the disadvantages that made me a terrorizer. When I was bullied, my parents had no compassion for me at all, I was to "deal with it" on my own so I became a fighter and deal with it I did!

It is too easy today, for children to pick on each other even though schools are trying harder than ever to deal with it. Parents are failing to teach their children the simplest issues of self respect and self restraint, neither of which were taught to me. We need to Nurture our children into confidence in themselves in order to stop the bully-cycle. When a child is confident in themselves, feels loved and honored, then there is no need to be a bully, however these lessons of life are left up to video games and teachers at school as parents seem too busy to attend to these early problems.

Dealing with societies ills is a crap shoot, no one can hit "the target" of what is happening today, it is discussed at every level, yet the key solution is never found. I don't have it either, I only have the disease and not the cure. I am charged with explaining the inexplicable, here is my attempt to do so as many of these "ills" lead some to consider suicide as an escape mechanism. Despair is the major emotion that leads to thoughts of suicide and this despair crosses all divides, rich, poor, fat, thin, just being human draws judgements from all quarters. Conditions of life can equally lead to the kind of despair of which I write. In every sense, we have all been through these emotions up to and including, the thought of taking our own life to end our perceived suffering.

I have had to counsel many who have lost loved ones to suicide, and talked many a person out of these thoughts as I have absolute Knowing of the consequences of such a choice. Currently, my adopted country of Japan is suffering suicide rates higher than they have ever seen as culturally, this has become a "way out" of despair, quickly and finally. We are seeing the devastation left behind by the major earthquake, tsunami and now the nuclear issues that will not be resolved before they have wreaked havoc on the whole world. Many of the Japanese use the term "shigataganai

 It is considered a Cardinal Sin to take ones own life and their Soul will be Damned to Hell. Most religions frown on suicide as a weakness, a sin against God. Most people on the planet know the story of Jesus and the Crucifixion. So my counsel is a simple one, if God could allow Jesus to make the decision to stop Him from smiting the Romans and preventing his death on the cross, then is this not a choice for suicide? If anyone chooses death over life, then it is suicide, plain and simple. I have had more than one conversation with religious theorist who deny this, however as with all things, the simplest answer is more than often the right one! The Universal God Source does NOT judge!!!!! Jesus was "allowed" his choice and it was to end his life. So, there is NO being damned to hell for that choice.

HOWEVER, let me tell you the rest of the story! Suicide is NOT a Sin against God, it is a SIN AGAINST YOU! All things being equal, we are "allowed" to experience all things in Humanity, Life and all of its choices are our to make. There is no judgement in any form, only lessons to learn and experiences to have. We have all ended our lives at some time in our evolution, just one of many human experiences for our own edification. BUT and this is a BIG BUT, you are destined to return to Earth and live out your experience once again and often even worse than before. Being a human being is quite a challenge, it may take several lifetimes just to learn to say "I'm sorry", or "I love you" and mean it! Nothing comes easy and only in the recent past are we able to openly discuss our Journeys and learn from each other. Suicide ends the Journey, it interrupts your growth and understanding of your Truth, as only YOU can define it. Once interrupted, a new cycle will begin and Spirit may choose to have similar, or worse circumstances in order to finally overcome that urge to kill yourself. Life is all about Resolution, there are so many ways to educate ourselves today and there are few reasons to give up unless, that giving up is merely and change of direction.

So YES, we are "allowed" to experience ALL things in humanity, you can be a molester, a murderer or a Saint, the Universe doesn't JUDGE your choices, YOU DO! But if you don't like this life, if everything is just too hard to handle, seek counsel! Look for your answers in loved ones, online or in any Source you can find, but do not, PLEASE do not, choose SUICIDE! I assure you that it can be worse and often is. Death is NOT death, it is only a transition back to the Beginning. There are counselors waiting to speak to you, systems are in place today that we have never had the chance to have before. Learning to Know Yourself is your most important goal this Lifetime and while Joy has great lessons to give you, the opposite of it gives you courage, strength of character and a belief in yourself that cannot be shaken.

I have lived with thoughts of suicide for most of my life as I do not fear death, but if I do, I know that I will have to endure even greater difficulty next time, I Know Myself that well and I am NO ONE TO MESS WITH (LOL)! My Spirit is my Guide and My Truth and YES she has made it very hard for me this time, but so what? I am sure that you or others have it so much worse than I, or at least as bad. So we go forward together, I help you, you help me and together we can discover anything not yet Known by either of us. I encourage you to write your comments or questions and until next time, I wish you Peace on this and ALL Journeys!